I came across this hadith a couple of weeks back and every time I read it, it never fails to bring tears to my eyes.

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W, “Sembahyang di masjidku sama nilainya dengan sepuluh ribu sembahyang. Sembahyang di Masjid Al-Haram, sama nilainya dengan seratus ribu sembahyang. Sembahyang di medan jihad sama nilai dengan dua juta sembahyang. Tetapi yang lebih tinggi nilainya daripada kesemua itu, ialah sembahyang dua rakaat yang dikerjakan oleh seseorang hamba di tengah malam.”

Dear Lord, I stand before You, humbled.

Eid Mubarak 2016

From us; Nazaro, Ateen, Kampit Beras & Adik Sado 😉😉 


is the day I laugh all the way to the bank. Like really laughing.

Knowing I got bigger chunk than you definitely made the 10 years of waiting worth it. Owh yes, most definitely. Hahahahaha

4 Months..

So my boy is 4 months old now. How time flies. Been neglecting this blog for the longest time. Having two kids really put your life into perspective. Blogging is righttt down at the bottom of the list nowadays. Not that I dun have something to blog about. I just dun have the time to do so. Heck, even 24 hours in a day doesn’t seem enough on certain days.

Aaaaanyway, am here to talk about these four months. Umar is so different from kampit. I mean, he’s definitely bigger than kampit. Have mild (ha!) temperament compared to kampit, except when he’s super sleepy or hungry. I believe he’ll start walking sooner than kampit too seeing his tendency of always trying to get up at any given opportunity. The only complain I have so far is getting him to sleep for more than half an hour during daytime. Haihhh.

Owh, and back to being unemployed for now. Just my luck I guess, to always have the chance of being unemployed whenever I have a baby. Hehe. Taking care of two babies really taught me about patience, something which I never thought I have it in me. So, yeah. I kinda like this arrangement. Sure, by sundown I will be very tired but no amount of money can compare to the joy of playing skip hop with your toddler. ☺

Here’s to another 8 months before Umar turns a year old. My only hope for him is that he’ll do his namesake proud. 😘



The worst kind of grieving is when you can’t shed any tears and have to be strong for your little ones.

Have been more than a month now, and not a day passes by where I don’t miss you.


I pray you will be placed among those whom He favours. Al fatihah.

My cheeky monsters

Less than a week now before i pop. Though this will be a second time around, am still a lil bit nervous of the coming c sec. 😅😅

Today marks the first time kampit taking a trip without me. Went to seremban to attend hubs cousin wedding. The whole family went except for me, seeing my conditions. Was a bit worried that she’d get cranky and what not, but from the pics hubs sent to me, seems like she’s having the time of her life. The only hiccup so far is when she cried buckets when pulled back from the dais coz the actual bride and groom were about to sit there. Sho glad I wasn’t around. Buat maluuuu saja. Hoh

Now the thing that irked me most now that I have the whole day (well, almost) to myself is that I cuden even sleep. Not even a wink. Right now, am sitting in front of the stupid box waiting for hubs to send me more pics of kampit while watching CSI marathon. 

Ok, show’s about to get really good. And here’s a pic of the two cheeky monsters. U take care midgets! Taaa



So finally I got what was due to me since yonks ago. Alhamdulillah. Saw this quote on FB yesterday. How apt.

So yeah midgets, always believe in Him for He is most just. ☺


What’s your name?

We went for a check up last week and the doctor confirmed that this one will be boy. Alhamdulillah

My prayers have been answered. Am really hoping for a boy this time. Heck, I was hoping for a boy the last time. Nevertheless, am still grateful for kampit. Owh, she is such a joy to watch now. So cheeky and so like her father. *grins*

Now we have been talking about baby names. I kinda love the name Umar. As in Umar Al Khatab. Both grammas however aren’t too keen with the name, saying that it cud be a tad too heavy/mighty for the baby to live up to.

I love the name hoping that he will grow up to be a firm, just person. Someone who’s not a pushover and who will give no quaters when he sees shit. Know wot I mean?

Owh well, we’ll see. There is still a few more months to go. Here’s hoping that everything will go as smoothly as possible and I won’t get as big as a house. Hehe